What even is this?
Welcome to my creative journal, where I’m documenting the messy, raw process of self-publishing my debut queer horror novel:
I’m Beatrice Lebrun (but please, call me Bea!) I’m an author, illustrator, and creative human who’s spent over a decade writing stories, but my favorite ones explore liminality, obsession, and identity. Glowrot has been with me for years, and it holds a part of my soul. This journal is my way of sharing the ups, downs, breakthroughs, and moments of doubt that come with turning it into a published book.
Why subscribe?
Because this isn’t a polished, step-by-step guide to success. It’s the real deal: the authentic, emotional journey of bringing Glowrot to life. I share behind-the-scenes insights, personal reflections, character art, and all the thoughts I can’t seem to keep inside.
Also, apparently, if you subscribe, you can get full access to the newsletter and publication archives.
At least, that’s what Substack says.
What you’ll get
Personal diary entries about the writing and self-publishing process
Sneak peeks at my character illustrations and art
Reflections on creativity, mental health, and identity
Honest stories about what it’s like to pursue a dream, even when it feels impossible
Who this is for
Writers, creatives, and anyone who loves stories that get under your skin. If you’re curious about the messy side of writing, the unfiltered creative process, and what it takes to bring a surreal horror novel to life, you’ll feel at home here.
Why Glowrot?
Because I couldn’t let this story go—and it wouldn’t let me go, either. It’s a story about obsession, identity, and losing yourself in the dark. Writing it has been my own journey through the looking glass, and now I’m inviting you to join me.
Let’s glow, and rot, together.
